Pain

And there was pain now it pains some more,

I sit alone wondering why I was so sure...

Why at all did I put the red bricks together,

Why did I think they will stand all weather...

Why did I let this heart dream new dreams,

happiness is all but a farce it seems...

Its a lonely heart and a heart in pain,

the tears you cry go all in vain...

I stare at the ceiling I look at the floor,

Why did I think you'll walk back through the door...

You were but around for a few bright days,

I tell myself to put up a strong face...

I tell my heart, learn to never trust,

Stay lonely and in pain if you must...

Ain't no sunshine...

With two yellow roses in my bag

music in my ears and no one to nag

I lift myself up and look at the sun

trying to figure out why I smile at no one

Wondering when I will return that smile

this hurt has stayed with me for a while

This burden gets heavy for me to bear

hurting everyone, far or near

No feeling, no warmth, no happiness exist

there is all confusion, a thick mist

I beg you Thee, to help me sail through

the options are many, but days are few...

Return...

I am nice, I am bad

I am happy, I am sad

I am here, I am gone

I am right, I could be wrong...

I can smile, I can cry

I could see you just walk by

I can win, I could lose

I could fly high, if I choose...

I am the river, I am the sea

Its just tootough to be me

I am hated, I am loved too

I hate the dust, I love dew...

I wonder, I sleep, I run, I walk

I dream, I think, I write, I talk

I look at the sky, I question Thee

Why, is it so difficult to be me...

I am quiet, I am away

I might send no messge your way

Don't be disheartened, dont lose hope

My life, my friend, is all up slope...

I want to be the bird flying high

I want to be the baby who smiled just passing by

Their is but a long way to go

My tears are frozen, my feelings don't show...

I am confused, I am hurt

I've faced a lot and their's more dirt

I might be drowning but, I will learn

I'll forget it all and I will return...

The Feeling!!!

I feel a certain lull

Its damp, its dark and still

I feel the pain

The pain of being numb forever

I feel it bleed

The flow thickens around me

I feel it freeze

Too cold inside to even reflect a smile

The wind of happiness

Has decided to alter its flow

The road that led to you

Has narrowed down too thin

The river of happiness

Has dried too long back

The moon that knew us

Has refused to reflect its light

I feel the rush

The drive to end it all

I feel the urge

To never let it begin again

I feel the dearth

Of hope, love and infinite joy

I feel all blue

Dont want to feel purple ever again!!!

The Sea

Every time this music would play,

I’m reminded of the same old day...

The day you looked into my eyes,

The day I knew you were so wise...

The day we thought it could be us,

The day life was free of fuss...

The day you held me so tight,

Standing by the sea that night...

The scar still hurts

The wound still bleeds,

The painful words

The unmet needs,

The smile once glowed

For the love so pure,

The feeling flowed

When we were sure,

The tide then turned

The night and day,

I looked around

And there you lay.

LIFE...

WE win, WE lose

WE laugh, WE cry

WE give, WE take

We let it go by...

WE love, WE hate

WE make, WE break

WE stare, WE nod

When all's at stake...

WE speak, WE hear

WE face, WE fear

WE stop, WE run

When the end is near...

WE're shy, WE're bold

WE're warm, WE're cold

We walk, We fly

Beyond the sky!!!