Monday, December 12, 2011

The Song


The winter breeze finds its way
The brown leaves but follow along
The sun now too shy to shine
She leans against the big brown tree
Her last effort to search the song…

“There is no song written to last each winter,
No love ever made, to keep it warm
I’ve seen too many” says the big brown tree
“Wait no longer, my fair maiden..
For you shall but, face the storm…”

She bothers but about the storm inside her
No rush of water, no guzzling wind of the day…
“Oh tree! I bother not if you protect me,
for die one day everyone shall
Judge me not by my size, I shall search & I shall stay…”

“You have seen the forest and the travellers
You have seen winters and summers together
For you know the paths like your own
Guide me and you shall not repent
For I’m ready to tread, no matter the weather…”

The Sun this once shines upon her face
The tree at once sees the spark
Like no other, no wind, no feather
He knows he can’t but change her mind
Afraid she might be lost in the dark…

“Run away but close to silence
Where you hear no other but voice your own
Look not around but inside” He says
“You shall there find a beautiful lady
And the secret of the song will be known”

She understands not what the Big Tree says
But she runs with all her might afar
Beyond the mountain the noises fade
Walking is silence, with a heart now heavy
She can see but Orion her favourite star

She sits crying in silence to what has now become
Her tears not seen, her cries heard by none
Her heart speaks for once so loud
“You are the poet and you are the song”
The night slowly fading she knows she won’t last till the Sun…

She writes in a hurry with no time to waste
Of her journey and the path she wades
Of the Sun, the Soul, the Heart and the Tree
Of what you now in your hand hold
She writes it all and then she fades...

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Clutter.

Pause. Rewind. Rethink. Repent.
Memoirs of the time well spent.
Stories of the time gone past.
The world around changing too fast.

Swirl. Freeze. Melt. Flow.
Where am I and where do I go?
There are two worlds that do exist.
My thoughts are but a cloud of mist.

Detach. Confuse. Blur. Surround.
My mind takes a dive unbound.
Working for an anchor, searching strength.
Still wondering what it is that I repent.

Wait. Wish. Hope. Pray.
Grant me the wisdom to stay.
To have the patience to hold on.
For times to come and times long gone.

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Pain


And there was pain now it pains some more,
I sit alone wondering why I was so sure...

Why at all did I put the red bricks together,
Why did I think they will stand all weather...

Why did I let this heart dream new dreams,
happiness is all but a farce it seems...

Its a lonely heart and a heart in pain,
the tears you cry go all in vain...

I stare at the ceiling I look at the floor,
Why did I think you'll walk back through the door...

You were but around for a few bright days,
I tell myself to put up a strong face...

I tell my heart, learn to never trust,
Stay lonely and in pain if you must...

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Ain't no sunshine...

With two yellow roses in my bag

music in my ears and no one to nag

I lift myself up and look at the sun

trying to figure out why I smile at no one

Wondering when I will return that smile

this hurt has stayed with me for a while

This burden gets heavy for me to bear

hurting everyone, far or near

No feeling, no warmth, no happiness exist

there is all confusion, a thick mist

I beg you Thee, to help me sail through

the options are many, but days are few...

Return...

I am nice, I am bad

I am happy, I am sad

I am here, I am gone

I am right, I could be wrong...

I can smile, I can cry

I could see you just walk by

I can win, I could lose

I could fly high, if I choose...

I am the river, I am the sea

Its just tootough to be me

I am hated, I am loved too

I hate the dust, I love dew...

I wonder, I sleep, I run, I walk

I dream, I think, I write, I talk

I look at the sky, I question Thee

Why, is it so difficult to be me...

I am quiet, I am away

I might send no messge your way

Don't be disheartened, dont lose hope

My life, my friend, is all up slope...

I want to be the bird flying high

I want to be the baby who smiled just passing by

Their is but a long way to go

My tears are frozen, my feelings don't show...

I am confused, I am hurt

I've faced a lot and their's more dirt

I might be drowning but, I will learn

I'll forget it all and I will return...

Monday, November 22, 2010

The Feeling!!!



I feel a certain lull
Its damp, its dark and still
I feel the pain
The pain of being numb forever
I feel it bleed
The flow thickens around me
I feel it freeze
Too cold inside to even reflect a smile

The wind of happiness
Has decided to alter its flow
The road that led to you
Has narrowed down too thin
The river of happiness
Has dried too long back
The moon that knew us
Has refused to reflect its light

I feel the rush
The drive to end it all
I feel the urge
To never let it begin again
I feel the dearth
Of hope, love and infinite joy
I feel all blue
Dont want to feel purple ever again!!!

Thursday, September 30, 2010

The Sea

Every time this music would play,

I’m reminded of the same old day...

The day you looked into my eyes,

The day I knew you were so wise...

The day we thought it could be us,

The day life was free of fuss...

The day you held me so tight,

Standing by the sea that night...

Saturday, September 18, 2010

The scar still hurts

The wound still bleeds,

The painful words

The unmet needs,

The smile once glowed

For the love so pure,

The feeling flowed

When we were sure,

The tide then turned

The night and day,

I looked around

And there you lay.


Friday, September 10, 2010

LIFE...


WE win, WE lose
WE laugh, WE cry
WE give, WE take
We let it go by...

WE love, WE hate
WE make, WE break
WE stare, WE nod
When all's at stake...

WE speak, WE hear
WE face, WE fear
WE stop, WE run
When the end is near...

WE're shy, WE're bold
WE're warm, WE're cold
We walk, We fly
Beyond the sky!!!

Friday, August 13, 2010

Orion!

Across the unknown skies and the stranded seas
Where I can hear none, not even the rustling of leaves...
Where the words have given way to silence deep
Where what separates us is a tiny leap...
Though several light years away I & you stand
But I seem to touch you as I stretch my hand...
I search for places as I tread the sands of time
And wonder, oh Orion! if you'll ever be mine...

As I sit back and adore you oh warrior great!
I wonder how strange it is, our fate...
I know, how coming close to you shall have me burnt
But a strange desire to burn in your fire...
And then how it feels to you I think
If you try to come, it'll end with a blink...
And then I begin to trust you, your might
Coz I and you make a lovely sight...

And then there's love the two of us share
And that we've known the world doesn't care...
We still walk the walk of life
Bear all its struggle and strife...
Sometimes the struggle cuts us through
Pushing us apart but for moments few...
Though we are but poles apart
Yet we know nothing can make us part...
We are together and shall always be
Coz that is but our destiny...

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Quill Skill...

To inspire forever...




Sunday, August 16, 2009

Reflection...



Oh clouds in the infinite sky,
Ye never fail to allure me and I wonder why...

Rushing East when the wind wants otherwise,
making your way, thrusting to break the ties...
A whirlpool like the one inside, I can then see,
pushing everything aside, a force then driving me...

At times moving West, towards the setting sun,
knowing that it is but destiny to be One...
Covering it completely & darkening the sky,
Only to give way to a beautiful morn as I sit by...

At others, I see you as placid as can be,
gently moving, as if the sky were your sea...
Telling me to accept what comes my way,
display fortitude and sail away, sail away...

At times as violent as the sea can be,
sparing no one, whoever it be...
Heavy with water, like I am with pain,
pouring down then, driving me insane...

You've shown me the vast expanse of the desert too,
when I've felt low, on those occasions few...
Like the thirsty traveller searching for an oasis,
I'm left to wonder about it all, death or genesis...

My eternal companion, my aide, my Life...
You're but a reflection of my inner strife...

Monday, March 23, 2009

The message...

I sat in despair, looking at the skies;

it was all dark, no way I could rise...

Doubts about myself, the way I was;

a thousand questions,no time to pause...

I looked back, at the years gone;

thinking, if I'd ever meet the dawn...

The world at pace, moving ahead fast;

as I sit grim, reflecting at the past...

Is it the hardwork, they do that pays?

or is it beyond their meticulous ways?

Is it my destiny, that I am to fight?

Answer me, show me a ray of light...

A thousand questions or maybe more;

in the middle of the sea,find me the shore...

Will this confusion forever prevail?

help me, Oh God, for I want to sail...

And then, the Divine voice I heard;

I was left astonished, my soul stirred...

The answers my child, within you lie;

don't look around, no one can hear you cry...

This is the greatest truth of all;

look within and thou shalt never fall...

I gave each of you a piece of me;

find it in there, thou shalt be set free...

Work to your best, coz that's all you can do;

for the world shall leave you with choices few...

Work and you shall be rewarded well;

for the eyes of truth, everywhere dwell...

Innocent, as a child, I questioned Him then;

is the world always fair to men?

One last question I have Oh Lord!

what if I work, and there is still no reward?

The ultimate assurance then, just came by;

as I saw the white dove , across the sky...

Reminding me of the presence Divine;

this time, my child, you shall surely shine...

Monday, March 9, 2009

The Royal Rajasthan...


After a smooth four hour drive on the newly built Highway, a series of huge pink gate like structures and wide six sectored roads beckon you to the first planned city of India, located in the desert lands of Rajasthan.The neat and broadly laid-out avenues, painted in pink provide a magical charm to the place. Its rare to find a city where, not only the landscapes, but also the ambience and the architecture change at every few kilometres, like they do at Jaipur. The city transcends smoothly from the hustle bustle of the crowded Hawa Mahal area to the queit bliss of forts like Jaigarh and Amer.

These famous structures like the Nahargarh Fort, City Palace, Jal Mahal and Jantar Mantar are ancient testimonials which remind us of the past ages. The royal lifestyle of the kings as described by the entertaining guides and the magnificient picture painted by the movie Jodha Akbar, reinforce the belief that the spirit and the vision of Rajputs is still alive. Artistic temples and gardens of Jaipur, marks the atmosphere of serenity and aestheticism to the lands of Rajasthan. The lively city observes its ethnicity by celebrating various festivals like Kite festival, Elephant festival and many others, of Indian origin. The city also boasts of rustic retreats like Chokhi Dhaani, a palette of brick red structures and terracotta pots and figures, deep greenery and brown earth that reminds you of your long lost connect with the Indian villages. The delectable Rajasthani cuisine served to you in the most hospitable manner is bound to leave you wanting more.

The wish to explore the sacred side of Rajasthan, found us at Ajmer and later at Pushkar. The former, rightly called “Madina of India”, invites devotees of all sects and faiths to seek the saint’s blessings. Pushkar on the other hand boasts of a beautiful temple of Lord Brahma, the only one of its kind.
This column shall be incomplete without a mention of the privileged company of my indistinguishable friends, 13 weirdoes who made this trip so beautiful. Each one of them, in their own special ways contributed towards making this trip very special. Striking scenery with great company makes Jaipur a perfect weekend getaway
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WHY?

Its been several years, i removed dust from this one...
or felt this way either...
To question every belief, fact, statement is equally important as it is child like...
Most of us know the answers to what i am going to say...
but maybe then, i didn't...
and maybe now, i still hope i dint...
Coz it is more important, TO QUESTION, THAN TO KNOW...

I faintly remember writing this somewhere in the summer of 2001...
8 years later, I've fallen for it once again...

I have many doubts in my mind,
to find the answers I must strive.
Why does the sun shine?
Why does the clock strike nine?
Why are their spines on a porcupine?
Why do bees love honey?
Why do people die for money?
Why do stars twinkle in the sky?
If you know the answer, please tell me why.
Why are their planets, Venus and Mars?
Why is life only then on ours?
Why are people always in a hurry?
Why do some eat mutton and curry?
Why does a baby cry?
Why do we have to try,try and try?
Why are their mishaps in life?
Why do people stab each other with knife?
Why do we have to live and die?
If I knew the answer,
I would have told you why...

This one’s to You, Daddy…

March 3, 2009
It feels like magic…
To have begun this journey, reminiscing over you…
For you been and shall always be…
My art, my faith, my inspiration…
MY GRANDFATHER…

Those sculpted hands,
that placid pose…
The reassuring smile,
the contentment it shows…
Oh! my li’l one,
I’m proud of you he said…
Wherever you go,
whichever path you tread…
The golden values,
shall be with you…
On every road,
in rain or dew…
The Glorious Gita,
and the Quran great…
Shall guide you,
like your own soul mate…
When I’m gone,
don’t shed a tear…
Stir yourself up,
fight bravely each fear…
Right within you,
I shall always be…
Look into yourself,
should you need me…
You are but,
my love, values and more…
I’ll always live,
through you I assure…